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I loved someone too much again. Now, I’m afraid of losing him. I don’t want to tell him this because I don’t want him to feel burdened. That in the end, it’d just be pity that would make him stay.

I thought I was used to people leaving me, that I’d be alright. But now, just thinking about it, I don’t know if I can survive it again.

I hate this feeling. I hate these thoughts. I hate being myself.

Oh gahd just kill me.